April 2019 – mummyinthecity

Words can’t described my past 9 months journey. Everything happened in speedlight. My baby did her SPM and I was too busy with work. She got her results and I was still busy with work.

Busy? My term busy is when you work till late nights and work your weekend through. But it wasn’t me alone. It was the whole team. I salute my seniors who had so much energy in them eventhough they are 10 years older than me. But I guess it was passion for them.

As for me….its still a journey. I don’t have a passion on it yet but me being me…I wanted to produce the best that I could.

Its by the grace of Allah that I am still doing what I’m doing. Its by the grace of Allah that I am still not giving up. Allah has bestowed me many blessings that kept me going.

Some will question whether I do it for personal gains. I don’t know….if I wanted more salary I would have walked off long time ago. I believed with the idealogy of a muslim company striving hard to make a mark in the technology sector. Irrespective of what others would say…I believe that as a muslims we need to strive hard to be good in what we do and work to help other muslims to develop their talents so that it will be at par or better than non muslims.

But some of us feel that working hard to gain knowledge and improve our skills is injustice. For me, it will only be injustice if we do not balance it with ibadah. It will be injustice if work or worldy matter intervenes your time for ibadah. But that is my opinion.

Nevertheless, the last 9 months have brought me to explorenew experiences.